For the last couple days, I’ve been trying to shake off this sense of impending misfortune on my part. It’s a bit unsettling, because I usually don’t have premonitions or stuff like that. For the most part, I can neither predict good or bad luck. This time, though, I just have a bad feeling. The feeling I get is that it’s not physical harm and I know it won’t be my family or my friends. I alone will suffer this.
We lost our softball game yesterday, and I was hoping that it was something silly like that . This morning though, the feeling remains. Will it be financial? Academic?
This is so damn weird. Meditate on this I will.